I went to bed last night... feeling a little something... I twisted and turned.. as I read again the last chapter of "Twilight" and yes I wanted to be Bella... who wouldn't... the perfect love...
And yet again I woke up with a warm feeling inside.. and I simply didn't want to get out of bed...
Alone again.. that's what this is!
Alone
Friday, December 17, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
A year
Been here for a year now...
A year that seems endless... a year with no progress... a year where I have done nothing... just became more and more depressed about how... I have probably destroyed my life..
An by destroy I don't mean drugs. I wish that was it... because drugs it's a reversible situation and if not... well at least you die happy... even if that is just a cheap thrill.
I mean leaving.. going... disappearing and being utterly and unchangeably alone.
A year that seems endless... a year with no progress... a year where I have done nothing... just became more and more depressed about how... I have probably destroyed my life..
An by destroy I don't mean drugs. I wish that was it... because drugs it's a reversible situation and if not... well at least you die happy... even if that is just a cheap thrill.
I mean leaving.. going... disappearing and being utterly and unchangeably alone.
Friday, December 10, 2010
And the journey into the unknown continues...
It's been a while since I felt close to someone as to be able to trust him/her.
An overpowering feeling of being alone in this world with no love or care has taken over most of my days. The days are grey with no color, the music is monotonous with no real tone, and the people are distant... so distant that it hurts.
Is anyone out there? Anyone that can make me feel?
Anyone at all?
An overpowering feeling of being alone in this world with no love or care has taken over most of my days. The days are grey with no color, the music is monotonous with no real tone, and the people are distant... so distant that it hurts.
Is anyone out there? Anyone that can make me feel?
Anyone at all?
Thursday, December 9, 2010
How this idea became to be...
I have been fascinated with writing since I was in school even though my essays were never the best in class. I found school essays so boring that I don't think I put any effort into them.
Anyway as I 've said I have always been interested in writing and when I was in high school I started writing my own novel which was of course never finished... Life has a way of getting in the way...
I recently decided to start posting my novel online and so this is how the idea of this blog became to be. However, a book requires a lot of work it's part of our life. It's what we experience and how we experience and how we choose to deal with it. So another important part to this blog is life... what I experience and how I choose to experience it.
Feel free to leave your comments
:)
Evelyn
Anyway as I 've said I have always been interested in writing and when I was in high school I started writing my own novel which was of course never finished... Life has a way of getting in the way...
I recently decided to start posting my novel online and so this is how the idea of this blog became to be. However, a book requires a lot of work it's part of our life. It's what we experience and how we experience and how we choose to deal with it. So another important part to this blog is life... what I experience and how I choose to experience it.
Feel free to leave your comments
:)
Evelyn
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